- autism (2 nieces and a nephew are autistic.)
- going back to work.
- not going back to work, and becoming a hermit instead.
- never losing my baby fat.
- losing my individuality.
- not enjoying life due to stress.
on a brighter note: violet smiled her first real smile yesterday! she's done it dozens of times since and it is precious.
also, today is my mom's birthday. i didn't get to go see her but she did like the flowers i had sent. violets of course!