So my time to return to work is approaching and I don't know if I am ready for that. I don't mind work at all, I like the people there. It's the idea of leaving Violet with some strangers at a daycare I have issues with. Also I am breastfeeding and I have had no luck with pumps yet. I am not giving her formula. I am considewring taking more time- a personal leave if they will let me. If not I may have to put in notice and be hired back later on. We'll see...
I don't want to become a paranoiac, afraid to ever leave her, but she's only 6 weeks old now and I worry a daycare won't give her the attention she needs. I really don't want to be away from her for 8 hours a day, and my position at work really doesn't offer part-time. I'll have to think about this more.
Rest In Peace, Megs
3 hours ago