Showing posts with label epidural. Show all posts
Showing posts with label epidural. Show all posts

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Greetings Earthlings


Hello everyone out there in "The Internets!"

It is nice out today, so I am going to get the baby sling on and take the Wee Little on a walk. I think I'll take some pictures today. I have been slacking on that. I don't think I have really used my camera out in the daylight yet.
Here's Violet in her new swing. Wow, she's gotten so big already. :(

On a different note- DAMNATION! The spot where they put the epidural really hurts like hell. One more reason I can honestly say that getting it was a mistake. The others being a. I don't think it was necessary and b. I have been kind of bummed out because I feel like I cheated myself out of a big part of the experience. During delivery I was just sort of there. I had to be told when to push because I didn't FEEL ANYTHING. That sounds weird I know. You would think that is a plus, right? I don't know. I think the pain was built up so much by everyone I ever spoke to, and most had the epidural themselves, that I was so anxious in waiting on the pain to start I gave in and got it. At 5-6 cms dilated and 70% effaced with regular contractions I really wasn't feeling the pain yet but let myself be persuaded into getting numbed up. If I was handling it fine at that point I know that I would have made it through the rest just fine. Our bodies are made to handle it.

Wow, I sound like a dity hippie. haha.